You Are Not Dumb
I always thought I was too "dumb" to understand math. During my school years, it was evident to me that for some kids math was easy, and for others like myself: painfully difficult.
This belief shadowed me for years, a constant reminder that while believe I am smart... I'm not THAT smart.
Recently, after days immersed in learning math, I had a stark realization.
The struggle wasn't because I wasn't capable, but rather, I was simply missing a shit-ton of pre-requisite knowledge.
It's like trying to defeat a Elden Ring boss... at level 1.
It's like walking into a movie halfway through - you can't understand the plot because you missed the beginning.
The same goes for learning complex subjects like math, CS, whatever.
The gap in comprehension wasn't due to a lack of ability but rather a gap in prerequisite knowledge.